So I can honestly say that I hate my job. This makes me sad for several reasons:
1. I spend most of my waking hours 5 days a week at this place
2. I want to be doing something that makes me happy
3. I feel I could be doing so much more (more what? not sure just more)
I wake up dreading going to work, I am not longer sleeping. This is no longer only effecting my professional life but my personal life as well. I am tired all the time. I feel like I losing my integrity. I heartily dislike my manager. I don't know if I will ever be happy doing anything. I HURT all the time, physically hurt. I have constant headaches and my neck feels like it is a cramped mess. I know I should be lucky that I have a job but I am finding it very hard to be thankful. I feel like I giant picked me up, chewed me a little and decided it didn't like the taste on me so spat me out. Not quite out of my misery, not normal but not dead.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)